Februari 2011 Chapter 1 — Diary of My Heart I went through all of this only to question myself: what does all of this truly mean to you? Was everything that happened merely something that made my heart ache even more? Even though I understand that your life is filled with responsibilities and endless busyness, it never erased what I felt. Funny enough, you already seem to know what loneliness is—when the people you once believed were sincere eventually leave you behind. It feels like slowly falling asleep, only to wake up alone, without direction, without anyone beside you. I know I have hurt you before. But to me, you were never just a friend or simply a part of my past. That is why I want to thank you. We may no longer be the same as we once were, but those memories still remain. Wealth, problems, or even praise from others have never truly made me happy. What scares me the most is not the pain itself, but the moment when the pain begins to fade—not because I have healed, but because...
